Hey...
Friday, March 13, 2009 at6:38 PM
Back from camp..Actually i came back yesterday..Got sick..I was having stomach cramps during the orienteering..Then i started vommiting at the camp site..And guess what..? This camp is a mixture of awesome and totally bad..Well the first day was not ok ok la..I liked the instructor.. Instructor Zee. Apparently, he's a fire fighter.. Eh.. His sunglasses nice leh..x]...Wellz then got lotz..and lotz...and LOTZ.. of ants, flies and etc...e__e...Then we did some team building and problem solving games..Got to know Zilah even more better..But i think i might have been quite boring la..Coz i was tired and annoyed about the insects so i was kinda quiet..SORRY ZILAH!..So then we went for night walking..Not scary la, coz i was too sleepy to pay attention to anything around me..xD...I don't know how long we walked, but i know that it was a super duper long distance...So tired ready...x___x...Then we saw a wild boar..And walked back to camp site..At the camp site the guys got to sleep in tents! We girls had to sleep in this "hut"...Ugh...x________x....Then the next day they had kayaking..I couldn't kayak...So sad...=[....The instructor made me hold his sunglasses.. It looked even nicer up close sia! x] I think i'm gonna by sunglasses soon...So then..We had orienteering around Pulau Ubin..God we had to walk suck a damn long distance..The instructor didn't lead and we had to use maps and compasses to find out way to the Puaka Hill.. After reaching the start of the hill i thought can go up fast..But no sia...x___x..We had to climb 75 meters! That's half of the twin towers you know?! And the climb up was very steep, too many rocks and holes and etc...Almost fell so many times..x___x...Coming back down time my stomach started to hurt, but i ignored it first..Then when we were walking down the trail again, back to the campsite, my stomach pain got worst..Actually it was stomach cramps..Can't walk already...x___x....Then the instructor came and told me to breath in and out and walk slowly...So bloody pain sia..I was holding back tears..So then the whole class slowed down to my pace..So sweet..THANKS GUYS!...And we reached the camp site..I was ushered to the place where the teachers were..Mrs Toh let me sit inside..Then Ms Loke give me tiger balm and asked me to rub a little in my hand and smell it..It worked sia! But the pain returned later on..But i ignored it as much as i could..Then halfway through the knot tying game i felt nauseous... I went off to the toilet and vommited..When i came back i felt like vommiting again so i went to toilet again.. And vommited again..I cannot take it already so Divi follow me go find Mrs Toh...Then Mrs Toh say i should go home and got me to go home..I went home and took a nice hot bath..And went to sleep...So tired sia.. Then today i went to see doctor..He ask me take good rest and gave me meds..Then i went to the spectacles shop..Ordered new specs..Thank god it was within $60! That's my budget, so yea... Then i was reading someones blog...Made me depressed...She thinks that i leave her alone for other friends...But isn't that what she does to me sometimes..? And there's another one...She lies alot..Let's just leave it there...And then there are my parents...Just looking at them makes me so depressed every day...I feel like crying i tell you...Or just jumping out the window anytime...I know that they're going through lotz of things..And have no one to talk to except for me...But i too have my own problems..I too have to keep my mind on studies and do well in it to make them happy..So when they tell me about THEIR problems and never listen to MINE it makes me so stressed.....And my tempers getting even worse...And i'm starting to cry alot..Ugh..I hate this..Hope things don't take a turn for the worst..Because if it does..I don't know what i'll be doing..
xoxo
Geetha
Quote[Done by me.] for the day:
I WISH i had the courage to tell him how i feel..But every time i go up to him the words get stuck in my throat..I WISH i could get someone to tell him...But i'm afraid that he might think it's a joke and make him think i'm a fraud..I HOPE though that i can confess to him and be with him someday, cause wishes might not come true..
