Haiz..
Sunday, April 5, 2009 at2:32 PM
Ellow peepz..
How are ya people today..? Guess how i am..? I feel like crap..Gah..<___<"....i style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">.I have to go to my aunt's house later..Their doing prayers for my grandmother..She passed away a few days ago..I didn't go for the funeral so my parents want me to go for the prayers today..But i don't wanna go leh..It's not that i'm lazy..Please la, i'm not that mean..It's just that i've caught a flu and my mood is usually foul when i'm sick..So i'm scared my foul mood might affect those around me..I'll try to act happy and everything but it won't last long..I know what i'm saying..So yea...And i've got nothing to wear! Gah...I seriously need to go to bugis and purchase some new clothes..My mother's like "I buy so many clothes for you?! You say you got nothing to wear..?!" Well..First of all she didn't buy for me too many clothes..Second of all i don't want to wear tight tight or fancy fancy clothes..Come on la..It's prayers for someone who had passed away recently..And third of all i wanted to wear something which was just right but it's black..My dad will scold me when i wear black to these kind of stuff...Gah!...So annoying..This also cannot..That also cannot...Haiz..Well you see...I'm in such a foul mood...Things are getting to my head..Haiz...I need to try and don't let these things get the better of me..If only i could bring my MP4..Music always helps me..But it's a funeral prayer thing so i doubt my father will let me bring my MP4 let alone listen to the songs in it...So...Well..I need to get going now..Urgh...Hope things will get better for me soon la...Bye Bee..
xoxo
Geetha.
Quote done by yours truely:
"Every emotion within me is mixed up..These mixed up feelings have blocked the light in my mind..The darkness is starting to scare me..Will you come and sort out my feelings and let the light return to my mind..?"
